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    Chapter 1
    I don't know whether I ought to offer an apology for this collection
    which has more to do with life than with letters. Its appeal is made to
    orderly minds. This, to be frank about it, is a process of tidying up,
    which, from the nature of things, cannot be regarded as premature. The
    fact is that I wanted to do it myself because of a feeling that had
    nothing to do with the considerations of worthiness or unworthiness of
    the small (but unbroken) pieces collected within the covers of this
    volume. Of course it may be said that I might have taken up a broom and
    used it without saying anything about it. That, certainly, is one way of
    tidying up.

    But it would have been too much to have expected me to treat all this
    matter as removable rubbish. All those things had a place in my life.
    Whether any of them deserve to have been picked up and ranged on the
    shelf--this shelf--I cannot say, and, frankly, I have not allowed my mind
    to dwell on the question. I was afraid of thinking myself into a mood
    that would hurt my feelings; for those pieces of writing, whatever may be
    the comment on their display, appertain to the character of the man.

    And so here they are, dusted, which was but a decent thing to do, but in
    no way polished, extending from the year '98 to the year '20, a thin
    array (for such a stretch of time) of really innocent attitudes: Conrad
    literary, Conrad political, Conrad reminiscent, Conrad controversial.
    Well, yes! A one-man show--or is it merely the show of one man?

    The only thing that will not be found amongst those Figures and Things
    that have passed away, will be Conrad _en pantoufles_. It is a
    constitutional inability. _Schlafrock und pantoffeln_! Not that! Never!
    . . . I don't know whether I dare boast like a certain South American
    general who used to say that no emergency of war or peace had ever found
    him "with his boots off"; but I may say that whenever the various
    periodicals mentioned in this book called on me to come out and blow the
    trumpet of personal opinions or strike the pensive lute that speaks of
    the past, I always tried to pull on my boots first. I didn't want to do
    it, God knows! Their Editors, to whom I beg to offer my thanks here,
    made me perform mainly by kindness but partly by bribery. Well, yes!
    Bribery? What can you expect? I never pretended to be better than the
    people in the next street, or even in the same street.

    This volume (including these embarrassed introductory remarks) is as near
    as I shall ever come to _deshabille_ in public; and perhaps it will do
    something to help towards a better vision of the man, if it gives no more
    than a partial view of a piece of his back, a little dusty (after the
    process of tidying up), a little bowed, and receding from the world not
    because of weariness or misanthropy but for other reasons that cannot be
    helped: because the leaves fall, the water flows, the clock ticks with
    that horrid pitiless solemnity which you must have observed in the
    ticking of the hall clock at home. For reasons like that. Yes! It
    recedes. And this was the chance to afford one more view of it--even to
    my own eyes.

    The section within this volume called Letters explains itself, though I
    do not pretend to say that it justifies its own existence. It claims
    nothing in its defence except the right of speech which I believe belongs
    to everybody outside a Trappist monastery. The part I have ventured, for
    shortness' sake, to call Life, may perhaps justify itself by the
    emotional sincerity of the feelings to which the various papers included
    under that head owe their origin. And as they relate to events of which
    everyone has a date, they are in the nature of sign-posts pointing out
    the direction my thoughts were compelled to take at the various cross-
    roads. If anybody detects any sort of consistency in the choice, this
    will be only proof positive that wisdom had nothing to do with it.
    Whether right or wrong, instinct alone is invariable; a fact which only
    adds a deeper shade to its inherent mystery. The appearance of
    intellectuality these pieces may present at first sight is merely the
    result of the arrangement of words. The logic that may be found there is
    only the logic of the language. But I need not labour the point. There
    will be plenty of people sagacious enough to perceive the absence of all
    wisdom from these pages. But I believe sufficiently in human sympathies
    to imagine that very few will question their sincerity. Whatever
    delusions I may have suffered from I have had no delusions as to the
    nature of the facts commented on here. I may have misjudged their
    import: but that is the sort of error for which one may expect a certain
    amount of toleration.

    The only paper of this collection which has never been published before
    is the Note on the Polish Problem. It was written at the request of a
    friend to be shown privately, and its "Protectorate" idea, sprung from a
    strong sense of the critical nature of the situation, was shaped by the
    actual circumstances of the time. The time was about a month before the
    entrance of Roumania into the war, and though, honestly, I had seen
    already the shadow of coming events I could not permit my misgivings to
    enter into and destroy the structure of my plan. I still believe that
    there was some sense in it. It may certainly be charged with the
    appearance of lack of faith and it lays itself open to the throwing of
    many stones; but my object was practical and I had to consider warily the
    preconceived notions of the people to whom it was implicitly addressed,
    and also their unjustifiable hopes. They were unjustifiable, but who was
    to tell them that? I mean who was wise enough and convincing enough to
    show them the inanity of their mental attitude? The whole atmosphere was
    poisoned with visions that were not so much false as simply impossible.
    They were also the result of vague and unconfessed fears, and that made
    their strength. For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I
    was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the
    Note to be thrown away unread. And then I had to remember that the
    impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of
    minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

    Of the other papers I have nothing special to say. They are what they
    are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of
    insignificant indiscretions. And as to their appearance in this form I
    claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are
    entitled.

    J. C.
    1920.
    Chapter 1
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