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    Book 6 - Chapter 10

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    The Spell Seems Broken

    The suite of rooms opening into each other at Park House looked duly
    brilliant with lights and flowers and the personal splendors of
    sixteen couples, with attendant parents and guardians. The focus of
    brilliancy was the long drawing-room, where the dancing went forward,
    under the inspiration of the grand piano; the library, into which it
    opened at one end, had the more sober illumination of maturity, with
    caps and cards; and at the other end the pretty sitting-room, with a
    conservatory attached, was left as an occasional cool retreat. Lucy,
    who had laid aside her black for the first time, and had her pretty
    slimness set off by an abundant dress of white crape, was the
    acknowledged queen of the occasion; for this was one of the Miss
    Guests' thoroughly condescending parties, including no member of any
    aristocracy higher than that of St. Ogg's, and stretching to the
    extreme limits of commercial and professional gentility.

    Maggie at first refused to dance, saying that she had forgotten all
    the figures--it was so many years since she had danced at school; and
    she was glad to have that excuse, for it is ill dancing with a heavy
    heart. But at length the music wrought in her young limbs, and the
    longing came; even though it was the horrible young Torry, who walked
    up a second time to try and persuade her. She warned him that she
    could not dance anything but a country-dance; but he, of course, was
    willing to wait for that high felicity, meaning only to be
    complimentary when he assured her at several intervals that it was a
    "great bore" that she couldn't waltz, he would have liked so much to
    waltz with her. But at last it was the turn of the good old-fashioned
    dance which has the least of vanity and the most of merriment in it,
    and Maggie quite forgot her troublous life in a childlike enjoyment of
    that half-rustic rhythm which seems to banish pretentious etiquette.
    She felt quite charitably toward young Torry, as his hand bore her
    along and held her up in the dance; her eyes and cheeks had that fire
    of young joy in them which will flame out if it can find the least
    breath to fan it; and her simple black dress, with its bit of black
    lace, seemed like the dim setting of a jewel.

    Stephen had not yet asked her to dance; had not yet paid her more than
    a passing civility. Since yesterday, that inward vision of her which
    perpetually made part of his consciousness, had been half screened by
    the image of Philip Wakem, which came across it like a blot; there was
    some attachment between her and Philip; at least there was an
    attachment on his side, which made her feel in some bondage. Here,
    then, Stephen told himself, was another claim of honor which called on
    him to resist the attraction that was continually threatening to
    overpower him. He told himself so; and yet he had once or twice felt a
    certain savage resistance, and at another moment a shuddering
    repugnance, to this intrusion of Philip's image, which almost made it
    a new incitement to rush toward Maggie and claim her for himself.
    Nevertheless, he had done what he meant to do this evening,--he had
    kept aloof from her; he had hardly looked at her; and he had been
    gayly assiduous to Lucy. But now his eyes were devouring Maggie; he
    felt inclined to kick young Torry out of the dance, and take his
    place. Then he wanted the dance to end that he might get rid of his
    partner. The possibility that he too should dance with Maggie, and
    have her hand in his so long, was beginning to possess him like a
    thirst. But even now their hands were meeting in the dance,--were
    meeting still to the very end of it, though they were far off each

    Stephen hardly knew what happened, or in what automatic way he got
    through the duties of politeness in the interval, until he was free
    and saw Maggie seated alone again, at the farther end of the room. He
    made his way toward her round the couples that were forming for the
    waltz; and when Maggie became conscious that she was the person he
    sought, she felt, in spite of all the thoughts that had gone before, a
    glowing gladness at heart. Her eyes and cheeks were still brightened
    with her childlike enthusiasm in the dance; her whole frame was set to
    joy and tenderness; even the coming pain could not seem bitter,--she
    was ready to welcome it as a part of life, for life at this moment
    seemed a keen, vibrating consciousness poised above pleasure or pain.
    This one, this last night, she might expand unrestrainedly in the
    warmth of the present, without those chill, eating thoughts of the
    past and the future.

    "They're going to waltz again," said Stephen, bending to speak to her,
    with that glance and tone of subdued tenderness which young dreams
    create to themselves in the summer woods when low, cooing voices fill
    the air. Such glances and tones bring the breath of poetry with them
    into a room that is half stifling with glaring gas and hard

    "They are going to waltz again. It is rather dizzy work to look on,
    and the room is very warm; shall we walk about a little?"

    He took her hand and placed it within his arm, and they walked on into
    the sitting-room, where the tables were strewn with engravings for the
    accommodation of visitors who would not want to look at them. But no
    visitors were here at this moment. They passed on into the

    "How strange and unreal the trees and flowers look with the lights
    among them!" said Maggie, in a low voice. "They look as if they
    belonged to an enchanted land, and would never fade away; I could
    fancy they were all made of jewels."

    She was looking at the tier of geraniums as she spoke, and Stephen
    made no answer; but he was looking at her; and does not a supreme poet
    blend light and sound into one, calling darkness mute, and light
    eloquent? Something strangely powerful there was in the light of
    Stephen's long gaze, for it made Maggie's face turn toward it and look
    upward at it, slowly, like a flower at the ascending brightness. And
    they walked unsteadily on, without feeling that they were walking;
    without feeling anything but that long, grave, mutual gaze which has
    the solemnity belonging to all deep human passion. The hovering
    thought that they must and would renounce each other made this moment
    of mute confession more intense in its rapture.

    But they had reached the end of the conservatory, and were obliged to
    pause and turn. The change of movement brought a new consciousness to
    Maggie; she blushed deeply, turned away her head, and drew her arm
    from Stephen's, going up to some flowers to smell them. Stephen stood
    motionless, and still pale.

    "Oh, may I get this rose?" said Maggie, making a great effort to say
    something, and dissipate the burning sense of irretrievable
    confession. "I think I am quite wicked with roses; I like to gather
    them and smell them till they have no scent left."

    Stephen was mute; he was incapable of putting a sentence together, and
    Maggie bent her arm a little upward toward the large half-opened rose
    that had attracted her. Who has not felt the beauty of a woman's arm?
    The unspeakable suggestions of tenderness that lie in the dimpled
    elbow, and all the varied gently lessening curves, down to the
    delicate wrist, with its tiniest, almost imperceptible nicks in the
    firm softness. A woman's arm touched the soul of a great sculptor two
    thousand years ago, so that he wrought an image of it for the
    Parthenon which moves us still as it clasps lovingly the timeworn
    marble of a headless trunk. Maggie's was such an arm as that, and it
    had the warm tints of life.

    A mad impulse seized on Stephen; he darted toward the arm, and
    showered kisses on it, clasping the wrist.

    But the next moment Maggie snatched it from him, and glared at him
    like a wounded war-goddess, quivering with rage and humiliation.

    "How dare you?" She spoke in a deeply shaken, half-smothered voice.
    "What right have I given you to insult me?"

    She darted from him into the adjoining room, and threw herself on the
    sofa, panting and trembling.

    A horrible punishment was come upon her for the sin of allowing a
    moment's happiness that was treachery to Lucy, to Philip, to her own
    better soul. That momentary happiness had been smitten with a blight,
    a leprosy; Stephen thought more lightly of _her_ than he did of Lucy.

    As for Stephen, he leaned back against the framework of the
    conservatory, dizzy with the conflict of passions,--love, rage, and
    confused despair; despair at his want of self-mastery, and despair
    that he had offended Maggie.

    The last feeling surmounted every other; to be by her side again and
    entreat forgiveness was the only thing that had the force of a motive
    for him, and she had not been seated more than a few minutes when he
    came and stood humbly before her. But Maggie's bitter rage was

    "Leave me to myself, if you please," she said, with impetuous
    haughtiness, "and for the future avoid me."

    Stephen turned away, and walked backward and forward at the other end
    of the room. There was the dire necessity of going back into the
    dancing-room again, and he was beginning to be conscious of that. They
    had been absent so short a time, that when he went in again the waltz
    was not ended.

    Maggie, too, was not long before she re-entered. All the pride of her
    nature was stung into activity; the hateful weakness which had dragged
    her within reach of this wound to her self-respect had at least
    wrought its own cure. The thoughts and temptations of the last month
    should all be flung away into an unvisited chamber of memory. There
    was nothing to allure her now; duty would be easy, and all the old
    calm purposes would reign peacefully once more. She re-entered the
    drawing-room still with some excited brightness in her face, but with
    a sense of proud self-command that defied anything to agitate her. She
    refused to dance again, but she talked quite readily and calmly with
    every one who addressed her. And when they got home that night, she
    kissed Lucy with a free heart, almost exulting in this scorching
    moment, which had delivered her from the possibility of another word
    or look that would have the stamp of treachery toward that gentle,
    unsuspicious sister.

    The next morning Maggie did not set off to Basset quite so soon as she
    had expected. Her mother was to accompany her in the carriage, and
    household business could not be dispatched hastily by Mrs. Tulliver.
    So Maggie, who had been in a hurry to prepare herself, had to sit
    waiting, equipped for the drive, in the garden. Lucy was busy in the
    house wrapping up some bazaar presents for the younger ones at Basset,
    and when there was a loud ring at the door-bell, Maggie felt some
    alarm lest Lucy should bring out Stephen to her; it was sure to be

    But presently the visitor came out into the garden alone, and seated
    himself by her on the garden-chair. It was not Stephen.

    "We can just catch the tips of the Scotch firs, Maggie, from this
    seat," said Philip.

    They had taken each other's hands in silence, but Maggie had looked at
    him with a more complete revival of the old childlike affectionate
    smile than he had seen before, and he felt encouraged.

    "Yes," she said, "I often look at them, and wish I could see the low
    sunlight on the stems again. But I have never been that way but
    once,--to the churchyard with my mother."

    "I have been there, I go there, continually," said Philip. "I have
    nothing but the past to live upon."

    A keen remembrance and keen pity impelled Maggie to put her hand in
    Philip's. They had so often walked hand in hand!

    "I remember all the spots," she said,--"just where you told me of
    particular things, beautiful stories that I had never heard of

    "You will go there again soon, won't you, Maggie?" said Philip,
    getting timid. "The Mill will soon be your brother's home again."

    "Yes; but I shall not be there," said Maggie. "I shall only hear of
    that happiness. I am going away again; Lucy has not told you,

    "Then the future will never join on to the past again, Maggie? That
    book is quite closed?"

    The gray eyes that had so often looked up at her with entreating
    worship, looked up at her now, with a last struggling ray of hope in
    them, and Maggie met them with her large sincere gaze.

    "That book never will be closed, Philip," she said, with grave
    sadness; "I desire no future that will break the ties of the past. But
    the tie to my brother is one of the strongest. I can do nothing
    willingly that will divide me always from him."

    "Is that the only reason that would keep us apart forever, Maggie?"
    said Philip, with a desperate determination to have a definite answer.

    "The only reason," said Maggie, with calm decision. And she believed
    it. At that moment she felt as if the enchanted cup had been dashed to
    the ground. The reactionary excitement that gave her a proud
    self-mastery had not subsided, and she looked at the future with a
    sense of calm choice.

    They sat hand in hand without looking at each other or speaking for a
    few minutes; in Maggie's mind the first scenes of love and parting
    were more present than the actual moment, and she was looking at
    Philip in the Red Deeps.

    Philip felt that he ought to have been thoroughly happy in that answer
    of hers; she was as open and transparent as a rock-pool. Why was he
    not thoroughly happy? Jealousy is never satisfied with anything short
    of an omniscience that would detect the subtlest fold of the heart.
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