Chapter XL

CHAPTER XL

"Overdue" still continued to lie forgotten on the table. Every
manuscript that he had had out now lay under the table. Only one
manuscript he kept going, and that was Brissenden's "Ephemera."
His bicycle and black suit were again in pawn, and the type-writer
people were once more worrying about the rent. But such things no
longer bothered him. He was seeking a new orientation, and until
that was found his life must stand still.

After several weeks, what he had been waiting for happened. He met
Ruth on the street. It was true, she was accompanied by her
brother, Norman, and it was true that they tried to ignore him and
that Norman attempted to wave him aside.

"If you interfere with my sister, I'll call an officer," Norman
threatened. "She does not wish to speak with you, and your
insistence is insult."

"If you persist, you'll have to call that officer, and then you'll
get your name in the papers," Martin answered grimly. "And now,
get out of my way and get the officer if you want to. I'm going to
talk with Ruth."

"I want to have it from your own lips," he said to her.

She was pale and trembling, but she held up and looked inquiringly.

"The question I asked in my letter," he prompted.

Norman made an impatient movement, but Martin checked him with a
swift look.

She shook her head.

"Is all this of your own free will?" he demanded.

"It is." She spoke in a low, firm voice and with deliberation.
"It is of my own free will. You have disgraced me so that I am
ashamed to meet my friends. They are all talking about me, I know.
That is all I can tell you. You have made me very unhappy, and I
never wish to see you again."

"Friends! Gossip! Newspaper misreports! Surely such things are
not stronger than love! I can only believe that you never loved
me."

A blush drove the pallor from her face.

"After what has passed?" she said faintly. "Martin, you do not
know what you are saying. I am not common."

"You see, she doesn't want to have anything to do with you," Norman
blurted out, starting on with her.

Martin stood aside and let them pass, fumbling unconsciously in his
coat pocket for the tobacco and brown papers that were not there.

It was a long walk to North Oakland, but it was not until he went
up the steps and entered his room that he knew he had walked it.
He found himself sitting on the edge of the bed and staring about
him like an awakened somnambulist. He noticed "Overdue" lying on
the table and drew up his chair and reached for his pen. There was
in his nature a logical compulsion toward completeness. Here was
something undone. It had been deferred against the completion of